Today was a very sad day for Mama Lucas. I had to go back to work after 2 wonderful months with my baby girl. After getting 4 hours of sleep my long day began. I was so sad having to drop her off at daycare. The longest I had been away from her was maybe 6 hours and then she was with Nana. This is the first time I have left her and she wasn't with Nana or Daddy. So hard on Mama and its not going to be any easier to repeat tomorrow. I miss spending all day with my little girl. Seeing every smile and hearing every noise she makes. Someone else gets to experience all that while I sit in a cube and process orders. That makes me sad. I wish I could stay at home with her all day long and never have to go back to work.
I was told she did great in daycare. She was very alert and smiling to all the other kids. Not that I doubted my wonderful little one. Among all the little milestones of daycare and mama going back to work, my little girl is 2 months old today. I can't believe it. Where have these 2 months gone. I don't remember what life was like before she came and I don't care. Four hours of sleep and having to work 10 hours, then come home and take care of some things. I'll take it in a heartbeat to have this beautiful girl with me. I am so blessed and happy for her I can't imagine my life without her.
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